Saturday, December 02, 2006
is this the end?
the day started off quite alright..
kinda slept at like 6am.. woke up at around 11.30+ by wei xiongs call..
coming over liao.. so gt up and changed then went out..
well.. we drove around Singapore la.. shant go into detail..
kinda lazy to actually.. not that i dont wanna tell..
church was like really no comments la..
my walk with God is alright but its the life that i'm living thats giving me a big headache..
why why why?
during the whole supper its like i'm just sitting there eating my food and keep hush... ate like 7-8 packets of chilli for my fries not forgetting one curry sauce.. all i could do was just stuff myself with food.. didnt feel all that right..
then when were getting ready to leave... uncle James ask me how was i.. i was hit hard by that question... though i knew a reply would be a lie... i had to say i was fine.. i really dont wanna like. talk about it man.. after i saw what happened...
the bus ride home was a tragedy..
with like my mind racing with so many thoughts...
i couldnt take it..
though i did hold back most tears..
some still trickled down.........................................................................................................
wats with everyone now man...
is this TNG the EMO generation?
thanks aretha for chatting with me like till so late btw.. its like 3.20am now and ur still chatting with me..
will mbjd really come to an end?
i was caught in a whirlpool i didnt want to come in...
to fs and kokwei.
i can be happy but i still know that i have all this at the back of my head.
whatcanidonowbutprayforaclearconsciencetosolverthisissue
soonithinki'llbecomedeliriousandgoinsane.
11:10 AM
You're in myworld now!
.Zach.is.back.